Driven by Destiny

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Tea, and the bliss of TPE

I handed a cup of hot Indian tea to Swami and sat on the carpet beside him to enjoy my tea with him. He gently sipped it as he stroked my hair lovingly

"Hmm, just like you Daasi, aromatic, rejuvenating and simply delightful." he said with a smile.

Swami, you never notice my drawbacks, but always shower praises on me,  I thought

After he had left for work, I did think about what he had said and I realized that indeed, I was just like the tea I had prepared, but in a way that perhaps Swami had not intended. 

To make Indian tea, I pour water into a kettle and heat it on a stove. As the water starts to boil, I add black tea powder, grate some ginger and add a special mix of ground cloves, cinnamon, cardamom and black peppercorn to the water. Finally, I add milk and sugar to the mixture, strain the brew and create a rich aromatic drink that both Swami and I enjoy immensely.

My life is very much like that Indian tea. When I was born, my mind was like that kettle of fresh water. As I lived my life, I accumulated experiences and they colored my perspective on life. Just like the tea powder, ginger and spices, these experiences add color and vitality to my life. They make me an unique and interesting person, but they have also choked my brain with some unwanted and undesirable characteristics. My Swami's presence and his love are like the milk and sugar that add texture and sweetness to my life.


However, if  Swami tried to consume this tea, it would leave an undesirable after taste in his mouth. Why? Because even though the tea is tasty, it still contains the tea leaves and grated ginger in it. It is only when you strain the tea, that you get the beautiful flavor without all the distractions of the tea leaves and grated ginger. 

Being my Swami's Slave is like that strainer for my mind. It lets all the beautiful flavor of Daasi shine through but prevents any of the distracting residue from reaching his lips. That distracting residue is the ego that I have accumulated from living my life.

The quality of the final tea is directly proportional to the efficacy of the strainer in preventing the tea leaves and ginger from falling into the cup. Any tea strainer will help, but the finer the holes in the strainer, the stronger the chances of filtering out all the unwanted material! To me, Consensual Slavery is similar to a strainer with very fine holes. It prevents any of my ego from seeping through into my relationships. It is true that it takes more time for the tea to strain through a fine holed strainer, but the end result is freer of contaminants than if it were strained through a strainer with larger sized holes. Compared to just submission in the bedroom, or occasional submission outside the bedroom, Consensual slavery or complete or total submission is definitely more challenging, but the end product is also that much sweeter and more enjoyable!

Complete and total submission is also a mind altering spiritual experience for the Slave. When you give up all control into the hands of a person whom you trust completely, you experience an orgasmic bliss that is hard to describe. You dramatically reduce all the unproductive useless chatter that a willful ego produces in your brain throughout the day. Please don't confuse consensual slavery with forced slavery, where only the emotions of despair, anger and hatred flood the brain.

Ironically and almost counter-intuitively, I have also eliminated a lot of stress from my life.  By definition, as a consensual slave by completely submitting to Swami, I have moved from the realm of trying to fulfill my selfish desires to altruistic goal of fulfilling my master's desires. I have thus eliminated the stress that comes from fretting about your unfulfilled selfish desires! 





Living my life for somebody else's pleasure may seem like a fool's errand, but by doing so, I feel like the woman above in my mind (watch with subtitles) while my body has found a deep and abiding sense of intense happiness like the Slave below!! 



Thursday, October 24, 2013

Daasi Dishes: Appetizer: Chicken 65

My Swami loves this great appetizer. It is easy to prepare and has a nice kick to it. Named after the year (1965) the dish was introduced at a famous South Indian restaurant.

Ingredients

Chicken - 1 pound

Marinade
3 table spoon - Fresh squeezed lemon juice
1.5 teaspoon Salt
1 teaspoon Red chilli powder
1 teaspoon Coriander powder
1/2 teaspoon Turmeric powder
1/2 teaspoon Red food color (Optional)
5 tablespoon Olive Oil
1 teaspoon Mustard Seeds
2 dried Red Chilies
6 Curry leaves
3 cut green chilies
5 tablespoon Tomato Ketchup

Recipe

  1. Cut the chicken into bite sized pieces
  2. In a mixing bowl, mix 3 tbsp of fresh lemon juice and salt. 
  3. Add the chicken pieces and marinate for 15 mins.Make sure the lemon juice coats the chicken well.
  4. To this, add 1 teaspoon red chili powder, 1 teaspoon coriander powder, half teaspoon turmeric and the food color if you are using it
  5. Mix well and allow to marinate in refrigerator for 4 hours. If you are really rushed, at least do this for 30 mins
  6. Transfer the above to a large microwave safe dish, cover and microwave on high for 5 mins till chicken is almost fully cooked.
  7. Remove from the microwave keep only the semi cooked chicken, drain & discard the liquid.
  8. In a small frying pan, heat 3 tablespoon of olive oil. 
  9. When the oil is hot, add 1 teaspoon of mustard seeds and cover the pan with a lid. 
  10. Allow the mustard seeds to splutter. 
  11. Add 2 dried red chilies and fry for a minute.
  12. Turn the heat to low and add 6 curry leaves and cover the pan again. 
  13. Once the leaves are well fried and almost dry, remove and keep the tempering aside.
  14. In a separate large frying pan, heat 2 tablespoon light olive oil and add the microwaved chicken pieces. 
  15. Shallow fry for 5 mins.
  16. When the chicken is almost done, add 3 cut green chilies to the pan and continue frying for 1- 2 minutes till done.
  17. Add 5 tablespoons of tomato ketchup to the pan directly so that it coats the chicken. 
  18. Continue frying till the chicken is coated with a fluffy layer of ketchup.
  19. Add the ingredients from the other pan to the main pan and mix well. 
  20. Continue to fry for 1 - 2 mins till all ingredients are mixed well and the chicken is moist but well cooked. Garnish with Cilantro and serve!




Tuesday, October 22, 2013

The Submissive Symbolism of the Karva Chauth Ritual



Here is the story behind this ritual :-)

The Story revolves around a beautiful princess who gets married to a handsome prince. On the occasion of her first "Karva Chauth" after marriage, she goes to her parents home to observe the fast. Her brothers are alarmed as her strength ebbs during the day and so trick her into abandoning her fast before sunset.
Unfortunately for the princess, she returns home to hear that her beloved has died! The princess is grief stricken and prays to the God Shiva and his wife Parvati for help. The couple appear before her and Parvati grants the prince back his life but tells the princess that he will remain in a comatose condition for a year. In addition his body is pierced with hundreds of painful needles. Parvati asks the princess to remove one needle a day and then when the year is complete to observe the fast again and complete it fully. Only then will the prince be returned to his normal self.

The princess religiously follows the ritual of taking care of her husband's body and each day removes one of the needles from his body. On the day of the fast, she is so excited taking care of all the formalities of the fast that she designates her maid to remove the last needle.

At sunset, before the princess can appear before her husband, the maid removes the last needle and the prince wakes up. He however mistakes the maid to be his wife and his real wife to be the maid. Everybody tries to convince him otherwise, but the prince refuses to believe them. It is as if he is in a trance. The princess is dismayed, but then decides to serve the prince as his maid, since that will keep him closer to her.

A year rolls by and the fast is upon her again. This time the princess does everything right and attends to her prince while also observing the fasting rituals. She prays to Parvati that the trance on the prince  be broken. Miraculously as soon as she breaks her fast, her prince is restored to his normal self, recognizes her and she is reunited in love!

The story symbolically illustrates the following

1) The fast symbolises commitment to your relationship. If you are not committed, how can the relationship flourish? Hence the prince dies
2) Even when you have lapsed, recommitting to a relationship can revive it, but this will take time: The prince is comatose with needles
3) A wife's job is to  serve her husband daily and eliminate physical and emotional distress that may befall him: The needles that the princess removes from his body
4) During the re-commitment, even a small relapse can have enormous consequences: The princess fails to serve her husband for one day and he goes astray and considers her a maid
5) A dutiful wife will eventually triumph over all odds. ( Happily ever after ending!!)

Sigh! I just love HEA endings

I am all decked up today to observe the fast. Almost like a bride :-) Of course a small twist, no bra or panties as per Swami's instructions. My fast has started. I wait for sunset when I can spot today's moon.
Readers, when you see the moon today, remember me! I will be breaking my fast today at that time!

After much searching, I found a Bollywood song that really captures how I feel today. It is from a really old movie from 1965. Both the actor (Sunil Dutt) and actress (Nutan) are dead now, but the song is so beautiful, I wanted to put it here!

Hope you folks enjoy it. I have added subtitles, so remember to turn them on, when you watch it

Hugs and Kisses

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Monday, October 21, 2013

Gratitude in Consensual Slavery

One of my marriage vows is to always be thankful for Swami's presence in my life.

Tomorrow is Karva Chauth and I will be observing a fast to thank the divine for Swami's presence in my life and praying for his health.

Having said that, the fast is just an external manifestation about how I feel inside. Karva Chauth helps me celebrate the respect I feel for Swami, the urge I feel to put his needs before mine and of course the gratitude I feel in my heart to have him in my life.

In Today's world where we often discount what we have, in order to crave for what we don't, gratitude often gets left on the wayside. On the day before Karva Chauth, I wanted to make this Monday about intentionally being mindfully grateful for everything in my life: my Swami, my daughter, my parents, my friends and of course you, my wonderful blog readers.

To capture that spirit of gratitude, I am presenting a lovely song from the 1962 Bollywood movie Anpadh (The Illiterate) that I set to a romantic moment from the movie "Jodha Akbar". I have added subtitles to this song, so please make sure to turn those on.

Hope you enjoy it

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Friday, October 18, 2013

Weekend Bollywood Blast

A cute song about what happens when a girl goes from dressing like guys to super feminine :-) Her friends who consider one of the guys, sit up and take notice!!

The words of this song feature a Qawwali which is a genre of music with beautiful poetry in it. In this the music director has actually transformed this traditional genre into something quite different, although the words of this song are still almost spiritual as it extols the highs and lows of Love

From the movie "Main Hoon Na", starring Shahrukh Khan, Zayed Khan, Sushmita Sen ( Miss Universe 1994) and Amrita Rao ( as the young girl who transforms herself into super feminine beauty to make the guy she has a crush on take notice of her)

Enjoy and have a great weekend!!

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Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Scenes from a Harem - II

A brief excerpt from my book "Driven by Destiny"


"What's your name" he demanded.
Jaanki, kept her eyes lowered. "Ja...Ja.. Jaanki" she said trembling.
"Do you know who I am?"
She shook her head.
"I am Muhammad bin-Qasim, commander of the army of the faithful, scourge of the infidels and the sword of Allah".
He then added after a dramatic pause "And, I am your Maalik, your Master and you are my Kaneez, my slave and this...." he said running his hands over her back "this body is my property, which God willing, I and my men intend to use for our pleasure. For Allah is most beneficent  and has gifted you infidel sluts to us as a reward for our submission to him."

He walked away from her towards a table where his favorite toys were displayed. He picked up a whip. Jaanki tried to turn her head to see what he was doing. He could see her breathing was shallow and labored. Beads of sweat now covered her body. He loved the feeling of power he had over her. He positioned himself five feet behind her and snapped the whip. It made a loud crackling sound and Jaanki screamed. "Why do you shout? I have not even begun yet" He asked in a mockingly sweet tone. 

Then without warning, he swung the whip with full force and it landed on Jaanki with a whoosh. As the leather hit her, she screamed in pain and her body twitched. Qasim, withdrew and in quick succession landed four more flogs.  

“That is Allah’s gift to you, the unbeliever” Qasim taunted. “That is how Allah brands infidels”, he said eyeing the red marks on her back. 



Monday, October 14, 2013

Fasting is a mind bending BDSM ritual for me

Today is Monday. I don't have anything to eat or drink from sunrise to sunset every Monday. Monday is special for the Hindu God Shiva and Hindu women fast on Mondays before marriage for a loving husband and after marriage for the long life and health of their husbands.

They typically break their fast by accepting Prasad (offering) that has been consecrated before God. Ideally you would like God to give you some food, but since that is not possible :-), we offer something to God and then eat it since now that food is considered holy. You eat Prasad before you eat anything else.  

All of you know by now that for me, my Swami stands in for God here on earth. Since I consider him my God, I do things a little differently; OK, a lot differently; lets not bicker about it shall we? :-)

After the sun sets, I break my fast by kneeling before my Swami after he gets home and get my offering directly from him, in the form of either his cum or his pee, depending on what Swami feels like offering me. Only then do I eat anything else. 




I call Monday's "Cumgee Mondays" after "Congee" which is a rice gruel often eaten by folks when they fast.

For me fasting on Mondays and then breaking the fast the way I do, is a totally mind bending experience. Why?

  1. Every time my stomach growls and a thought appears in my mind that I am hungry and should eat something, another thought springs up and reminds me that I do this for Swami and then I get a Serotonin rush! Hard to describe unless you experience it. It is kind of the delicious ache you felt when you first fell in love! To get several of these mini rushes in a day is just incredible!
  2. Fasting puts mild stress on my body and mind. I feel a little weaker and that feeling is a beautiful feeling for a 24x7 Slave like me. It is a gentle reminder of my status. After all a Slave cannot be a gluttonous! Whoever heard of a Slave like that!! Think of the rush that a submissive gets when spanked or disciplined. Reinforces the power dynamics right? Hunger is the same way. It makes my body and mind acutely aware of who I am. A Daasi to my Swami!! and every time I realize that, I experience an endorphins induced hunger orgasm.
  3. Every Monday, I get my favorite snack in the evening. My Swami kids me that I don't eat all day because I just want the reward at the end of the day, and he may be partially right! When I have been fasting all day and then I kneel and unzip my Swami's pants and smell his cock and balls, I am pretty much reduced to a slobbering slut. Saliva is dripping from my lips  and pussy juices are leaking form my vaginal lips at the bottom. The best thing is, that in even in such a state, I don't have to beg for it or earn it, it is what my Swami has generously conferred on me because I am his wife. I do have to ask courteously that it is time for me to break my fast, and I do have to wait till my Swami is ready, but every Monday, I get my favorite snack without fail!!
  4. Restricting your calories  is not such a bad thing after all. There is some evidence that calorie restriction slows the aging process and helps memory and prevent cardiovascular diseases.
Once I break my fast, I serve Swami his dinner and allow him to finish his dinner. Again watching him eat, while I wait is a beautiful reminder of our relationship. He used to be very uncomfortable eating before me, when I had fasted all day, but after all these years, I guess I have worn him down :-) Now he just enjoys his food and I enjoy watching him eat!

After he is done with his dinner, I have mine. 

I also don't eat certain kinds of food on Mondays. My diet is fairly simple, fruits, a little bit of yogurt, maybe some lentils, low sodium, not too much spice. Helps me get out of the mode of eating spicy food, which is one of my weaknesses. Fasting helps me regulate my addiction to spicy food once a week. That helps me spiritually. 

I started fasting on Mondays when I was 12 years old, after watching my Mom do it. It is now like brushing teeth, or taking a shower for me.
Combining the spiritual practice of fasting with the unique BDSM ritual of breaking my fast, makes Monday a happy day for me!

Happy Monday everyone!!

Saturday, October 12, 2013

Erotic Audio Story

On Goodreads, there is a BDSM group and it's a wonderful community for folks who are interested in this lifestyle.

One of their services is called "BDSM bedtime Stories". They take excerpts from books and present them as sexy Audio Erotica. The readers are so talented!!

I thought it will be a good idea to showcase some of their work here. Hope you enjoy it.


Here is a spanking story read by Will Versuch. What a masterful reader!!



Friday, October 11, 2013

Weekend Bollywood Blast



Ranbir Kapoor is Chutki's favorite hero. So this week I am dedicating Bollywood blast to my gorgeous slave sister Chutki for all her hard work and amazing mental growth during slave training!! Chutki, you will make some lucky man really happy some day! Welcome to slave land and congrats on surviving Swami's entrance tests :-)

From the Movie "Bachna Ae Haseeno" Available to stream on Netflix

Here is a trailer.






Here are three songs from the movie. This movie has great songs!!







Thursday, October 10, 2013

Daasi Dishes: Spicy Tamarind Rice

My Swami is not a big fan of rice, but he loves the tangy taste of tamarind and this is one rice dish he loves.

I made this for him yesterday, because he had a craving for something spicy and since it is Navrathri the whole family is eating vegetarian this week, so I could not make Chicken tandoori for him :-)

Tamrind Sauce

3 table spoons Olive Oil
Fist full of Peanuts Skin removed
1/2 tea spoon Mustard Seeds
1 table spoon Channa Dal (Split Bengal gram, Available in Indian Stores)
1 tea spoon Urad Dal (Split Black gram, Available in Indian Stores)
2 Dried Red chilies
4-6 Curry Leaves
1 tea spoon powdered jaggery ( I think you can also use brown sugar, but I have not tried it)
1/2 teaspoon Turmeric Powder
A pinch of Hing (Asafoetida)
lemon sized ball of tamarind
2 teaspoon of Salt or adjust to taste

Curry Powder

 1 tea spoon Olive Oil
1 1/2 table spoon of Channa Dal (Split Bengal Gram)
1 table spoon Urad dal
1/2 tablespoon Coriander Seeds
2 Dried Red Chilies
1/2 tea spoon Fenugreek Seeds
1 tablespoon Sesame seeds

Rice
Cooked Rice - 2 cups

Recipe:

  1. Heat oil and roast the ingredients for Curry Powder until golden brown.
  2. Allow it to cool and grind it to a fine powder. Keep aside.
  3. Then add 1/2 cup water to tamarind, let it soak for 15 mins.
  4. Now squeeze out a thick tamarind pulp and keep aside. You can also use concentrated tamarind paste (available in Indian stores, around 2 teaspoons mixed in with water)
  5. Heat the olive oil in a pan on medium low heat and add the peanuts and roast until slightly browned. 
  6. Now add mustard seeds, channa dal, urad dal, curry leaves, red chillies, turmeric powder and Hing. 
  7. Toast until they are browned evenly. Check and add salt.
  8. Now add the tamarind extract and allow it to boil for 10-15mins. 
  9. Add jaggery/brown sugar and mix well.
  10. When oil begins to separate and the mixture starts oozing out oil at the edges, turn off the heat. The Tamrind Sauce is ready!
  11.  Take the cooked rice spread it in a wide bowl, drizzle a tsp of oil on top, add the Tamarind sauce from Step 10 and mix well without mushing up the rice.
  12. Add more salt if you feel like it. 
  13. Now add the roasted powder from Step 2 and give a quick stir. Keep covered and allow it to rest at least for 30 mins before you serve. 
  14. Serve with your choice of chips :-)



Tuesday, October 8, 2013

First Slave Saturday rituals - Part 1!!

Warning: Contains detailed golden shower description. If this bothers you, don't read this blog post.


Last month, when Swami and I decided on a monthly Slave Saturday, we talked about what the ritual would be like. Since I consider being Swami's Daasi as a Spiritual practice I wanted the rituals to help me with my spiritual journey and activities to be focused around becoming less egotistical and more humble.

"What does that mean for you Daasi?" Swami asked me

I thought about it and then said

"Swami in my mind there are four challenges I have to overcome to become less egotistical. I want Slave Saturday to focus on activities that will help me with those four challenges. I think that will help me become a better Daasi to you"

Swami smiled. "tell me what are those four challenges for you Daasi?"

"Swami, in my mind the four challenges are


  1. Humiliation: My ego hates to be humiliated, My ego believes that I am somehow special and humiliation makes it acutely aware that I am not.
  2. Submission: My ego does not want to listen to others or accede to other people's wants or needs. It only wants its needs to be satisfied because it is selfish.
  3. Pain: My ego never wants to be subject to either psychological or physical pain, because pain is unpleasant and my ego only pursues pleasure
  4. Service: My ego likes to be fed and served, it hates serving others. 


So Swami, I want you to train me every Slave Saturday to overcome these challenges"

"Meaning what Daasi?"

I knelt before my Swami and looked up at him and said "Swami, I think to become a better Daasi, on Slave Saturday's I want you to subject me to a good dose of humiliation and pain and then force me to serve and submit to your demands."

I felt a tingling thrill as I told him what I really wanted. I was free to tell my Lord my deepest cravings without having to worry about whether he would judge me or think of my cravings as perverted. All I saw in my Swami's eyes was love and caring and his deepest desire to give me what I craved for during Slave Saturdays.


"OK, Daasi, I will think of something, along the lines you want"

"Thank you Swami" I said, kissing his feet. Now it was his responsibility and I could rest easy that he would come through for me!

That was several weeks ago. I waited anxiously to see what Swami had in mind.

This Saturday I found out!!. This Saturday was special. Not only was it the start of the important Hindu festival of Navrathriit also was our first monthly Slave Saturday

On Friday night, Chutki came over. We had a nice dinner and watched some TV together. Then as we got ready to go to bed, my Swami commanded us to drink four big glasses of water each and then told us that Chutki and I would be sleeping together on the bathroom floor to welcome Slave Saturday!

He told both of us to strip.

"Daasi lie on your side and position your face so that your lips touch Kaneez Chutki's pussy, Kaneez you do the same"

Chutki and I did as we were told. The tile floor was cold and hard and I shivered as my skin touched the floor .

"Now wrap each other's legs around the other person's head"
I placed my right legs over Chutki's head while my left leg went under her head, bent my knees and brought them close to each other. Chutki did the same.
"Now Daasi, move your hands overhead by wrapping them around Kaneez's right leg. Kaneez you do the same"

"Hold that position.  I will be back"

Swami returned with cuffs. He first handcuffed my hands and then Chutki's. Then he made us move our ankles as close as we could,  and cuffed our ankles together as well. He then used a piece of rope and tied our knees together. When he was finished, our heads were kind of stuck in between each other's thighs, our lips pressed against each others pussies. There was very little room to move!! Swami can be so devious when he wants to be!!

"Sleep tight. I will be back  in the morning. You are not allowed to call out to me till then. Oh By the way, I give you permission to explore and pleasure each other." He exited the bathroom and switched off the light.

As we lay on the cold bathroom floor smelling each other's arousal, it suddenly occurred to me why he had made us drink all that water. I could already feel my bladder getting full. There was no way I was going to be able to hold myself till 9 in the morning!!

"Maalkin....", I heard Chutki whisper..
"Hmm.. Hmm."
"Did you expect this?"
As she spoke, I could feel her lips graze my outer vaginal lips and I sighed.
"You know your Maalik, Kaneez, I never know what to expect, but he is always creative"
"I wish I had used the rest room, Maalkin, before getting in position"
"Try and think of something else, Kaneez"
"Maalkin...."
"Hmm"
"You smell good, can I ...., it will keep my mind occupied?"
"Hmm..Hmm"
I felt her tongue lick my outer lips and felt her hot breath on my pussy. I was already wet. As she continued her oral affections, I started doing the same for her. As I licked her, I could smell her arousal and the smell turned me on. I started moaning.

"HEY! NO NOISES" I heard Swami yell from the bedroom.
That was so unfair. Both of us became silent but we were both breathing heavily. I aggressively explored her pussy, feeling her warm juices freely enter my mouth now. I cupped my lips around her pussy lips and sucked the juices in. I felt Chutki's thighs tighten and she squeezed my head hard.

Swami has forbidden her from any form of masturbation, so she was so sexually aroused that within a couple of minutes, she climaxed, and I felt her shake violently. I heard her suck in her breath sharply as she struggled not to let out a full throated scream.

Then it was my turn, as soon as she recovered Kaneez went to work on me and soon I was shivering and shuddering as my orgasm hit me.

As we lay satiated, I contemplated our situation. We had many hours left before Swami would release us and I wondered how we would hold out.

We tried to sleep and while it was not easy, we both managed to get a few hours of sleep even in our awkward position but eventually my full bladder woke me up and after that I struggled to keep my mind from focusing on my urge to pee and instead focus on the warmth of my Swami's love. I barely managed, but finally at early dawn, Chutki could no longer take it

"Maalkin"
"Yes Kaneez"
"I need to pee Maalkin"
"Yes, I need to, also. I think we are going to have to just do it here"
There was silence. Then Chutki whispered, "Is this a test Maalkin? Is Maalik trying to test us?"
"I think he is trying to teach us a valuable lesson, Kaneez"
"What is that Maalkin"
"That as Slaves, we must welcome humiliation or at least get used to it"
"Oh!!"

"Didi, I do really need to pee" Chutki begged, forgetting her role for a moment.

"It's ok, Chutki, just do it"

"But Didi, how can I?. I mean..."
"Chutki, sweety, we are both going to have to get past that today"
"I am so sorry Didi..."
"Don't apologize Chutki. Just relax and do it without feeling guilty"

So she did.

I felt her pee hit my lips as a forceful stream, then blanket my entire face, I swallowed some of it, most of it washed over me, onto my hair and then settled on the floor. For a few mins the warmth of her pee was so comforting on the cold floor. Because of the amount of water Chutki had consumed, her pee tasted very mild with hardly any taste of urea.

"Didi, are you alright?" she asked in a concerned voice
I giggled. "Hmm, Hmm"

"Didi, you should go ahead and do it also."
I felt a little sorry for her. I had a number of years to cultivate a taste for urine. Poor Chutki, she had never experienced anything like this before.

"Chutki, is this going to freak you out?. If you can't take it, I will use my safe word and get Swami to end this now. That way, it will be on me, not on you"

"Absolutely not Didi!! You know how much the last few weeks have meant to me. I finally feel that I have found my true self. I want to experience Slave Saturday in all its glory."

"Ok, Buckle up then, here it comes!"

I heard her gasp as my pee hit her. then she started giggling and making humming sounds.

"You ok?" I kept asking and all I got was some more giggling and humming.

After what seemed an eternity, I was done and my bladder pressure disappeared.

"So that's what it tastes like!!" Chutki whispered. "I don't know why people freak out so much over this? That wasn't bad at all"
Then she started licking and sucking on my pussy.

There we lay, in a pool of piss, thoroughly humiliated just as I had requested weeks earlier. I glanced at my bathroom window and could see faint sunlight streaming through the window. Then I heard the door between our bath and bedroom open and Swami walked in.

"Good morning" he said sleepily.
"Good morning, Maalik" Chutki greeted him with affection.
"Good morning Swami. did you sleep well?" I asked.
"I slept ok. I think I prefer having you on the bed" Swami answered truthfully
"How about you both? How was your night?"
"We had a great night Maalik" Chutki answered in her effort to always be the happy and grateful slave.
"Is that so, Daasi, did you really have a great night?" Swami asked me.
"It was difficult Swami, specially trying to catch a wink with a full bladder" I answered truthfully
Swami laughed. "Time for some more humiliation" he said.
He then started pissing on Chutki's face
"Never lie to your Maalik, Kaneez. When I ask you a question, always answer truthfully." As my Swami's piss hit her face, Chutki, gasped and half squealed, half giggled.
"Yes, Maalik. I am so sorry Maalik!! I have learnt my lesson"
Then Swami turned and finished pissing on my face.

When he was done, he brushed his teeth and finally freed us. He cleaned his feet in the tub and then carefully side stepped  the urine pool on the floor and left the bath.

"I am going for my morning workout. I will be back in an hour. Both of you better have the bathroom spotless, when I return for the next part of the Saturday ritual"

"Yes, Swami" I said blowing a kiss at him.

He turned and stared for a while at the two happy, contented, naked piss soaked women lying on the bathroom floor, then smiled and left.

Chutki and I got busy with cleaning the bathroom, as we waited eagerly for the rest of Slave Saturday!



Friday, October 4, 2013

Weekend Bollywood Blast: Celebrating October the Hindu month for female doms and subs!!

It's October. This month is full of beautiful Indian festivals.

We begin October with Navratri (Nine Nights). Navratri Starts tomorrow and as the name suggests goes on for Nine days and nights!!

Navratri celebrates and worships the feminine as divine. Specifically Durga (or Parvati, wife of my favorite Hindu god Shiva, I wear his phallic symbol on my mangal sutra, my daasi collar. While Parvati is a devoted, loving, chaste and obedient wife, in her role of  Durga, she briefly transforms into the ultimate female Dom to rid earth of evil!! )

Read about Navratri

Lots of dancing during Navratri. Here is the best song showing the dancing style during Navratri





We will end October with my best festival ever!!

October 22nd is "Karva Chauth"(Karva: pot, Chauth: fourth, for it is celebrated on the fourth day of the waning moon fortnight in the hindu lunar month of karthik).

For a Daasi like me, this is the most important Ritual of the year. Nothing symbolizes my worship of my Swami like the ritual of Karva Chauth does.

Read about the festival of  Karva Chauth

See a portion of a song here about it. Can you catch the word "Daasi" in the song? :-) I love the part where the heroine fakes fainting so that she can break her fast by drinking water from her lover's hand instead of the person her father is forcing her to marry!



How is the fast broken?. Do you recognize two words here? Didi and Chutki? :-)


To celebrate this beautiful ritual, I am including a song from the Movie "Mohabbatein" 
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No wonder Oct is special. We start off with the feminine Dom and end with the feminine submissive! Oh My!!

A glorious weekend to everybody. I know I am going to have lot's of fun this weekend!!

Daasi Dishes: Kichdi aka Lentil Rice Dish

A reader asked me for the recipe of this dish.
When I  need a hot  vegan/vegetarian comfort dish that is easy to prepare and flavorful, I always fall back on this time tested dish. 

Khichdi

Ingredients

1cup  basmati rice 
1/2 cup split green moong dal (or mung as it is called in English)
4 cloves
1/2 inch cinnamon 
1 tsp cumin seeds, 
1 onion sliced, 
1tbsp olive oil and 
2 tbsp ghee (clarified butter), 
11/2 teaspoons salt (Or as needed)
1/4 teaspoon turmeric 
2/12 cups water

Recipe

  1. Heat 1 tbsp oil, add cumin seeds, cloves, cinnamon and saute for a few secs, then add sliced onions and saute till onions turn translucent.
  2. Wash the dal and rice together and drain the water. 
  3. Add it in the onion mixture and saute all of them for 2-3 min. 
  4. Finally add water, turmeric and salt and pressure cook (you can pour the mixture in rice cooker and cook it that way too)
  5. While serving top the hot khichdi with a little bit of ghee. Enjoy this mouthwatering rustic dish with hot Indian pickles and/or plain yogurt

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Scenes from a Harem - 1


"It hurts doesn’t it?" he asked
Jaanki nodded with tears in her eyes “I know I have to get used to the pain” she said softly
“That’s right. You’re a good girl. You have the right attitude for a harem girl. I am going to pull this rope now”
He started pulling the rope and Jaanki felt her body being raised slowly. 
“Get on the balls of your feet” 
“Good, I am going to make this rope taut now. You will need to balance yourself on your toes. You will not be able to lower yourself onto your heels. You understand?”
“Ok” Jaanki replied in a timid voice.
He studied her after he was done. 
“You look so beautiful”



Scene from Driven by Destiny