A new ritual: Slave Saturday

Yesterday started out as an ordinary Saturday, but it shpaed up to be quite a day. Two comments by readers of this blog  turned an ordinary Saturday into an extra-ordinary one for both me and Swami.

The first one was a comment left by "John Grey" on  my "Direct Daasi" blog post. You can read about it here. John send me a video clip and asked my Swami to make me do what the woman does in the clip. 

The video John referred to is a fairly intense blow job. I have embedded it here.

I waited for my Swami to wake up and we saw the video together. My Swami watched it for about a minute then dragged me by my hair to our bedroom, cuffed my hands behind my back, made me lie on my back with my head hanging over the bed. Then he placed a swimmer's nose clip on my nose thus preventing me from breathing thru my nose.

I am fairly petite woman, barely 100 pounds. My Swami already is so much physically stronger than me. This position though, accentuated his strengths and put me in an even more disadvantageous position. I felt so vulnerable and weak in front of him. Then my Swami moved in for the kill. He inserted his cock into my mouth and delivered a brutal and intense face fuck.  He buried his cock in my throat and would hold it in there for a few seconds, then slowly pull it out. By the time he pulled out, my lungs were screaming for air. In order to breathe, I had to cough out all the saliva in my mouth. The spit ran over my nose, eyes and into my hair. I would suck in a lung full of life giving air and it would be time to receive his cock into my mouth again. He did this repeatedly. Also the act of keeping my head hanging over the bed made me extremely woozy and disoriented.

This certainly qualified as an extreme form of cock worship for me. Finally he came in mouth and waited a few torturous moments before giving me permission to swallow. I was terrified that I would reflexively spit his cum out just to breathe in some air, but I resisted the urge and Swami kindly gave me permission to swallow. Once I swallowed, I lovingly cleaned up his cock and then he raised me back up again. He  uncuffed me and removed the nose plug but unlike other times, did not give me permission to cleanup my face. He just left the room without telling me anything and so I just followed him out, my face looking a terrible mess. We sat quietly and drank some tea.

"You look beautiful, Daasi" He said when were finished. Do you have anything you need to take care of next?
"I was planning to post an article on my blog Swami"
"Why don't you do that and then clean up and take a shower?"
"As you wish Swami"

That in and of itself made this a pretty memorable Saturday for me. But later in the day, I received another comment from Mickey on an older blog post about anal sex. You can read her comment and my response here

Mickey's comment generated a very interesting conversation with my Swami. It went something like this

"Swami, there was a new comment on my anal sex blog post. Could you please read it and let me know what you think"
Swami reads the comment
Smiles.
"How do you want me to answer Swami?"
"It is your blog Daasi, answer any way you want"
"Swami, here is what I am thinking of saying". I told him what I finally landed up  posting on the blog
"Sounds like a good answer to me" says Swami "but I am curious about your answer"
"What is this about the look in my eyes and you craving that look?"
"I think you really love it when I do A2M (Ass to mouth) Swami, I see it in your eyes"
"I do Daasi, that is the truth"
"May I ask why Swami?"
He pauses and thinks about it for a little bit. Then says
"Daasi there are very few sexual acts that define a Slave like A2M"
"I don't understand Swami"
"Consider this. In the universe of women, a fairly large percentage of women specially in your age group, don't mind performing oral sex on their men. I Think I saw the percentage was actually over 70%. So performing oral sex on your Master, is not really a defining trait for a Submissive or Slave, other women do it as well"
"A smaller percentage of women will allow their men to ejaculate in their mouth and an even smaller percentage will actually swallow their man's seed" but there are still non-submissive women who give oral sex and swallow. Small but non-trivial percentage. My guess is around 30% or so, but I may be wrong.

"Now if you look at anal sex, in your age group only around 25% of women agree to anal sex" that is 1 in 4 women.

"Almost no non-submissive woman will perform Ass to mouth. Even a lot of submissive women refuse to do it"

"Among the minuscule  percentage who do perform A2M, almost everybody will do an enema before contemplating it"

"So every time, you just let me have anal sex with you, you are already in a small minority. Then you allow me to stick it in your mouth. Even smaller minority. You allow me to do it even without an enema. Minuscule minority maybe 1% of women will allow that"

I giggled "What are you telling me Swami? Am i some depraved, sexual deviant?"

He caressed my face. "No Daasi. I feel so proud of you every time you do it. Because it shows how much you want to please me and I know that you do something that most women would not do, They would consider it a terrible humiliation. I feel that I am the Master of a very special Slave"

"Oh Swami, you are so kind" I exclaimed and kissed him. "You know that I feel that I am the lucky one in this relationship, but thank you for such kind words. I feel so special when you say you are proud of me. I feel fulfilled. Knowing that my God is pleased with me makes me a very very happy Daasi!!"

"You are a good Slave Daasi. and I love you for it" He said in a tender and emotional voice

"See Swami, I think your eyes show what you just said, every time I do A2M on you. I did not know what the look meant, but somehow I knew that it meant you were happy and that is why I crave that look. Now that you have told me what is going on in your mind when I do A2M, I think I will crave that look even more"

"So you want to see a certain look in my eyes?"
"Yes Swami. Sucking your cock and swallowing your cum is intrinsically pleasurable for me. A2M on the other hand, gives me pleasure only because it gives you pleasure"

"So if I told you tomorrow that I disliked it or did not want to do it any more?"
"If you lost that look in your eyes Swami, then I would not enjoy the act any more"
"I don't think that will happen anytime soon Daasi"
"Any act that brings that look in your eyes Swami, such an act will become a favorite act of mine. As long as you will enjoy A2M, it will be a favorite act for me too"
"Don't you feel degraded or humiliated or repulsed to do it. Most women do"
"Do you consider it a humiliation Swami?"
"In some sense, I think I do Daasi. Maybe that is also why it gives me pleasure, To humiliate my Slave in such a fashion"
I thought about that for a moment.
"I don't personally consider it a humiliation Swami, because I view it as an act that gives you pleasure, so it has become pleasurable to me, but I am a Daasi, if you want to humiliate me, I would say that is your right"

"Hmm, when you say it that way, I feel like humiliating you right now"
"What's stopping you then Swami?"
He looked at me for a few seconds.
"Take off your dress, get on your knees and show me your ass, Daasi"
A shiver went through me. I immediately did as I was told. My Swami applied some lube on his finger and inserted it into my ass hole. He then pulled it out and said
"Turn around Daasi"
As I did, he presented it to me. I sucked it looking into his eyes. I saw that look in his eyes.

"Swami, if you don't mind, can we do it again. I loved the way you looked at me, when I did that"
"God  Daasi! When you talk like that, you are so hot!"

"What can i do Swami? I wish you could look at yourself with my eyes. Then you would know what goes through my head"
We did the "finger A2M routine" four or five times and by the time we were done,  I was incredibly turned on and dripping wet.
"Swami" I begged, "I want to come, may I please come Swami"
"Lay down on your back and masturbate for me my sweet obedient Daasi. I want to watch you come"
"Thank you Swami. You are so kind to me!"

He kept his finger in my mouth and let me masturbate. Within a few minutes, I had a giant orgasm. My whole body spasm-ed and it took a lot of control, not to bite his hand. I arched my back and gave in to the orgasm. It was so beautiful.

"I feel so happy today Swami. This Saturday has been incredible"
Swami laughed. "Maybe we should do it more often then, Daasi"
Suddenly a thought occurred to me. Why not?
We celebrate our birthdays, our wedding anniversary, Valentine's day, Mother's day, Father's day etc, but we don't have a special day for "our unique relationship".
I am a mother 24x7, but still we celebrate my being a Mother on a special day to celebrate that relationship . So it is for all our other special days. Why not have a day to celebrate my Daasihood?

Swami and I talked about it for a while. He thought it was a great idea. After some discussion, here is what we came up with

My Daasihood would be celebrated once a month, instead of just annually.
We would celebrate it on the first Saturday of every month.
We called it "Slave Saturday"
On that day, My Swami would plan activities that would reinforce my being his owned slave.
Throughout the day, he would make me do things that would  humiliate me, make be submit to him, allow me to serve him like a slave should and  he would inflict pain on me"

Slave Saturday would be our way of  celebrating our unique relationship regularly, Being his Daasi was actually more important to me than being his wife, a mother to his child, his valentine etc. This would make it so. A monthly Slave day!! Yay!!

My Swami told me to think about unique rituals that I would like to incorporate into such a day, similar to rituals we have for Thanksgiving, Christmas, Diwali etc. I am so excited and am giving it so much thought.

But, I want to take this opportunity to personally thank John Grey and Mickey for providing the fodder that ultimately led to "Slave Saturday" Thanks guys!! Without you, my Swami and I would never have this unique ritual.