I worship Cock

I must have been ten years when I visited this temple in rural India. In front of me was a large image that looked like this

I did not know it then, but this is a phallic symbol and is worshipped all over India. As i stood with my hands clasped and head bowed, the priest poured milk and clarified butter over the stone symbol. After he finished his chantings, we were allowed to pay our respects. As instructed, I quietly caught the gooey milk and clarified butter mixture that was leaking from the edges in my  palm and swallowed it. I then kissed the top of the stone and quickly withdrew to allow others access to the symbol. I felt a strange sense of peace and calm come over me after I visited this temple. As I grew, I came to understand the meaning of the symbol, and was drawn to it even more. When I was married, my husband tied a golden chain around my neck that contains this symbol.

I guess I have been a cock lover all my life. Even before I knew it. I am in awe of everything about it. How my God smells down there mesmerizes me. When we were newly married, I used to use any excuse to cozy up to him and put my head on his groin area and quietly smell it. Even today, the smell of his sweat combined sometimes with the faint smell of urine when I smell him down there still makes me salivate.

Before I give my God a blowjob,  I love to worship his cock. I put my nose close to it and take in the smells deeply. I slowly move the cock over my cheeks and face. I kiss it lightly on its head. By this time I am almost in a trance. It is tough to explain why this happens to me. It just does. By the time I start sucking, I am almost besides myself. Sometimes, my God, pulls me by my hair and admonishes me  "Calm down".

I am lucky that my God, loves receiving blow-jobs  because I enjoy nothing better. There is no other sexual act, I prefer to giving head. I love the feeling of his cock in my mouth. Sometimes he thrusts hard and I choke and that sensation is so exquisite! At other times, he will hold my nose and thrust his cock deep in my mouth and order me to keep my hands down. I try to go as long as I can, before tapping on my thighs which is a signal for him to let me breathe again. I love the feeling of being deprived of air, with his cock in my mouth. It heightens my feeling of submission and reinforces the power he has over my body, my soul and my life. Each time he does it, it is like a religious experience for me. Finally, since the first time I swallowed and realized how much this pleases my God, I secretly wish for this ending all the time. I have heard that many women don't like the taste of cum, but I just love it! Maybe it is because my God is mostly vegetarian and drinks only occasionally  but I have always found his cum to taste a tad bit sweet. I always receive his cum as a gift, with gratitude, and reverence. I always wait for his permission before I swallow it and he relishes seeing me with a mouth full of his cum, a smile on my lips and a twinkle in my eyes.

Yes, I worship Cock. I always have and I always will.